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Little Bird

by Our Twilight Pastime

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Debris 04:14
You’re walking around the same town as me in this place that you like to call home: on an island formed from debris. Well I think it's a great analogy for you and me. And you spend your days singing "Come All Ye Faithful," trying to find the best in man, the best in your man. So now I wanna try to stick around here. Can I? Can I? Can I? 'Cause I've gotta try to stick around here, don't I? Don't I? Don't I? Well you've got your problems and an arsenal of songs spinning lyrics so damn poignant about how he's done ya wrong. So when your makeup makes a track down your pretty cheek, well don't you count me in the race to wipe it clean. 'Cause now I've gotta fight the urge to stick around here, don't I? Don't I? Don't I? 'Cause you know he's right, you can see it in his eyes, but not in mine, not in mine. Not in mine, not in mine, not in mine. And maybe there's a chance I missed, but I don't miss it one bit. And I spent the last few weeks just trying to get myself to believe that. Because I know that you're not magic, you can't turn my life around. But, baby, I'm only human, and I make bad decisions: like living with this delusion that I've gotta try to stick around here. Can I? Can I? Can I? But, no, I've gotta fight the urge to stick around here, don't I? Don't I? Don't I? Yeah, 'cause you know he's right, you can see it in his eyes and not in mine, oh not in mine. Not in mine, not in mine. Nevermind.
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When you're not by my side I tangle up my sheets, trying to sculpt my comforter into a mold of you that'll suit my needs. And it may be soft just like your lovely skin, but this cotton and polyester, well, it just won't do in the end. And this experience has taught me a lot about what we're really made of, and how we don't got it all figured out. Like until I met you, I never knew I'm made of mostly wet cement. But when you ran your fingers up my naked back, well those marks were permanent. And I've kept them with me this whole time. But I don't treat 'em like scars, no, more like cartography: they map out something beautiful that you have given me. Because we've been lovelorn pirates, searching for that "x," and there's a chance it's scratched right here on our rib-cages. So meet me as the light shines on my bed, and put that metal detector you call your hand on my chest. And you don't need to tell me if it starts to beep, 'cause there's always enough treasure just in finding you next to me in the morning. So baby please stay until the morning. Well baby don't, don't leave until the morning.
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Autumn 01:40
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Winter Coats 04:48
Every once in a while in this big city a boy like me starts to dream of the short days, of the cold, of our favorite winter coats buttoned up to keep us from these freezing streets. And we'd have pockets-upon-pockets we could hide ourselves in: safely keep our naiveté. Then I'd have an excuse for this feeling I've got lately to wanna be wrapped up and held so tightly. But in this summer's sweltering heat, I've got no real way of saying that inside, all I feel is a cold winter's night. And I've been trying to fight these drifts of thoughtlessness-- this malicious outlook that I have got on life. But in the same breath as that amelioration, well, I've been wishing for someone to just come and take my mind off all of this stress that's been keeping me awake. So late at night as you shimmer yourself to sleep, I've been trying so hard to keep you outta songs like these-- out of my hope. 'Cause you'll just keep me singing alone. You've got me singing alone. If only I were welcomed anywhere near you're heart. But i'm just gonna loiter for a little while longer. Did you know that the parking regulations are all null and void when a blizzard has arrived? So when it covers all these stagnant cars like brand new coat, well, baby, let's go outside and pretend we're one of them, with brand new lives. Like maybe just for tonight you can stop me from singing alone. From all this singing alone. If only I were welcome into your heart, but no. You've got me singing alone, wondering where I belong.
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The Chances 01:43
You told me that I'd probably never get the chance to hear you sing out loud. You said you wish that you could, but you're just too nervous to ever let it out. Well I can just from looking at you that you're the prettiest hummingbird I ever met. And even if you're quiet as a mouse, I can see you've got beautiful songs locked in your head. You told me that I'd probably never get the chance to see you cry. You said it's not that you're emotionless, you just don't ever do it and you don't know why. Well I can see when you crack a smile that you're really in love with this world. But you say "it's only for a little while, like whenever you're around all the beauty begins to unfurl." You told me we should make a list of all these lovely plans that we think up to do. You said "I'm afraid some get forgotten, and they're all so wonderful, I wanna see 'em all come true." Well, as for lists you're on the top of mine: you're the angel high on my tree. And any doubts, like Christmas lights, will burn out even before we get a chance to wrap 'em around our hearts, just turn on the lights and you'll see: you make these days like treasure everywhere, so wrap 'em in your arms, then wrap 'em like a present around me.
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Blizzard '09 02:48
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Little Bird 02:47
Little bird out there on the road, you blend in pretty well with all of this snow. And the cars drive past screaming by with little or no regard for your life, and they leave you burdened with all of your fright. And I can tell that your wings are no good. You beat them against the air but still there you stood. Now I don't know too much about birds, but I can tell that yours should work. So I guess you were born with that little quirk. Well, little buddy, I've been there-- frightened by a life that's not going anywhere. Trying to pick up scraps but never taking flight, and try as hard as I might I had nothing to show for it but this smile. I just kept that thing right on my face because I knew that there'd be far greater days. And you may not be like all the others, but you know that you have got your brothers. So when winter ends with its stutter of spring, they'll all be right there by your side-- blocking traffic for you if that's what you'd like. And all the boys and girls dressed in their suits, driving to work, will be so damn confused. And they may be angry, but to hell with their views. Because little bird out there on the road, your life is just as important as theirs, don't you know? So I stopped my car and let you hobble past. And when you made it to the other patch of snowy grass, I rolled down my window and I shouted "free at last!" Send me a postcard come the spring from wherever you are, about whatever you're doing. And I promise you that I'll write back; in sidewalk chalk, we'll make our plaque saying "thanks to love we're free at last."

about

My "lost" album. I recorded these tracks from 2009-2010. The songs were written from just after Drunken Sailors' release in 2007 until 2010. The original intention was for these recordings to serve as demos of the songs--which I wanted to record with full-band instrumentation.

After a few false starts, this idea never materialized, and the album remained unreleased. Four of the songs were recorded and released on the EP Basement Demos in 2008; five of the tracks were new.

The song "Like These" from Basement Demos was supposed to be on here, but I wanted to reinterpret the song as a slow piano piece. Like much about this album, I never got around to doing that and therefore never recorded a version here.

I've been wanting to release this for years, just to get the songs out there. I've been performing many of these live for so many years that they feel ancient to me. And the Chips Will Fall As They May is a personal favorite of mine.

These recordings are unpolished, and not in an endearing Nebraska way. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy.

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released June 1, 2010

Written, Recorded, Mixed, and Uploaded by Mike Goldense

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Our Twilight Pastime New York, New York

Hi, I'm Michael Goldense. I've used the name Our Twilight Pastime since 2004 for the music I write & record at home. Check out my latest EP, Reimagined Static. I also released an album "The Light of What We Are" under my own name in 2017.

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